make everything okay

You jelly?

2011-01-20T01:25:00.002+08:00

Trololololol~
Took forever to update. Thank god the previous post was a-okay! Im done with work and now i'm left with waiting for a school and a new job till then? Kk thats all for now. Imma rest after a looonngg time of work, zz.

Ps life.

Cos im in love.

2010-11-24T20:17:00.003+08:00

Ive no idea why FB is taking 191 minutes to just upload 40+ photos? -.- I'll keep trying! Hee. Anyway, here are some nice ones. Knock yourselves out.

Aww Jas so sweet (L)

IT WAS A HARRY POTTER EXHIBITION! My life's complete.

Screw that hole in ma fringe :l Babe is forever pretty. Haha

So thats how I look like when I stop and text you.

Who doesn't love her right? (L)

Me been having awesome shatttt days. Ytd, RR and I went for our job interviews. This morning, they called again and I's asleep!!! DDDD: Jas said that when they called and she didnt answer, they didnt call back!! DDD: Anyway, babe and I went to shop for her work stuffs today. We got super affordable and superbly nice stuffs today! HAPPYGALZ_9394. Haha.

Just got off the phone with you :D Heee. Its amazing how we always have something to say? Haha. Anyway, I'm rly hoping you'd come this Saturday :D Hee. Butbutbut, if you cant, then it's fine :B Plus, the reason why they didnt have a Twilight exhibition is cos it's purely stupid, unlike Harry Potter :D HAHAHAHA TAKE THAT :D (L)

So Hady said that some professor on Suria said that Malays are descendants of some Sultan or smth? I didnt really comprehend or heed anything he was tryna pass on there but all I know is that he's tryna make me change my perspective! Haha. Good attempt buddy :D

Alrighttos. Keep reading dopes.

Ps Im selling my F21 heels for $40. Yeah, you can try to hassle :D I'll upload the picture of it on FB soon.

Pomsticks.

Hi , are you attached?

2010-11-24T20:06:00.005+08:00

yes

Ask me anything

hello babe why are you so awesomeeee? (L)YOU!! -T BAGS

2010-11-24T20:06:00.003+08:00

HAHAHA FOUND IT! (L) YOU BACCCKKK!!!

Ask me anything

Hi. Are you single?

2010-11-24T20:06:00.001+08:00

Yes

Ask me anything

ATC camp

2010-11-23T01:45:00.004+08:00

ATC camp was awesome shit fun even though Jas and I went for only a few hours. Hee. Now, before and after thangs:

As we now famously call you, The Man. Haha.

I think i look awesomely happy here! Hee happygalz_93!!

Im so glad yre back and that we had an awesome time, before and after. Hee. A biggie biggie thanks for the gum and the really cute wabbit keychain! ME LOVE IT. Hee. And definitely thanks for Popeyes! Heeeeee~ IMMA HAPPYGAL v^^v

Def can't wait for Botanic and Sentosa heh hehh. *hints hints

The eye optician @ Semb called and said I could collect my eyes tmrw. Wohoo. Anws, gna rot at home tmrw. Ugh, finally a day off. I'll prolly be South Parking till forever. Living the good life~

Alrighttos. Keep reading dopes.

Ps somebody's married. Uhuhhh.

Prom

2010-11-21T00:42:00.004+08:00

Prom 2010 was awesome! The food was great (only referring to the millionth plate of mutton RR and I had), the prizes were awesome (again, only referring to the $100 haagen dazs voucher and thumbdrive I won) and the people were KICK-ASS AWESOME (definitely the 2010 batch)! Most photos are up on FB under "Prom 2010" album! Check em out dolls! Here are some photos I found extremely nice:

I love this photo! Though Larry and I never had a proper conversation before!

I's happy mutton-ing!

Most handsome guy that night! Haha

CHECK OUT MY BEAUTIFUL BESTO!

And she broke her leg. HAHA.

He's out of town and it sucks! I do things alone now and I'm starting to get really really annoyed at the fact that it's never his texts! Hahhhh D:<

I had an awesome time at Prom. It's true, I def miss studying for good grades. Hope whatever i prepared for O's was good enough. "No regrets, just O's." HAHA. Thanks to Fiqo for sending me home yesterday. It was pretty bad. I got really paranoid over the escalating slashing cases that I had him come down to fetch me from whichever bus stop I was at! Haha. Luckily, it's just behind his block! We walked all the way to Admiralty Macs and had supper! Apparently, none of us finished our food! haha. Then we chilled till 4 plus going 5? and slept outside! haha. Poor dude's sleeping now. Huhu.

Alrighttos! Keep reading dopes!

HAHA "Dark lord Cthulu". (Never gets old)

New skin

2010-11-17T22:40:00.004+08:00

Gahh i love tha new skin. So simple. I couldnt decide on what picture to put. Hence, i thought of maybe just using the "Product of Jasmine T Bag" photo for now :D thanks love. Okay so this is what i've been up to..

Shopping cum Updates with Babe.

Painted nails at Stef's house

Went saloon with Stefy.

Went to party with RR and Danish.

Went Ikea with Hady, Shruffs and Mairah. (Though only Hady is in it)

Met so many awesome people along the way. But only one really awesome one caught my undivided attention. Well I hope it's not another one of my many mistakes in the making.

Now ive developed this rly unhealthy habit of cracking my wrists. Maybe it's cos it feels nice? haha. Anyway, Im actually too overwhelmed by the O level trauma that I still dont believe it's over? haha. Now im so darn free to do anything I've always wanted! haha. Top on my list now is to go to Sentosa. gahhh. Last i went there it was still "pay to enter beach". Uncool.

Kay dopes, seeya.

Ps, inserted Formspring. Joy!

The disappeared.

2010-10-11T21:22:00.003+08:00

Its easier to read and comprehend what it is that other people suffer for. However, it never occurred to us how much it actually hurts. And down here, we cry over heartaches, bad grades and empty promises. When people over there are forced to swallow their humanity for one man's selfish greed. That's what should keep you going.

Hiatus.

Tulips

2010-10-04T19:55:00.004+08:00

Every man out there, is fucked up, seriously. Haha.

S S

2010-09-19T20:46:00.001+08:00

FRIDAY WAS SO FUCKING AWESOME. F.N.L = DOUBLE DATES HAHA.

Up against a wall

2010-09-15T12:35:00.001+08:00

Some bitch said i should tie my hair up. So here. Haha. FRIDAY BETTER BE GOOD (Y)!

Good days

2010-09-10T17:13:00.000+08:00

selamat hari raya 2010.

Douche

2010-09-08T19:05:00.001+08:00

Oh joy, a week is gonna be over soon and it's been hell loads of fun.

My number one

2010-09-06T21:34:00.001+08:00

Super Hols with RR.

TG

2010-09-03T18:47:00.002+08:00

H O L I D A Y S

Fruitty Poopy

2010-09-01T21:05:00.003+08:00

I have a strong disagreement with your lot. Esp that dimple-faced douche. Honestly, you try so hard to fit in. Seeing things through the big picture, you just don't belong in any of your friend's category. Yre the obvious sore thumb and you should know that. If i could actually go up tyour face to say it, i would. That explains why you took out all your forms. I guess you've heard more than you can handle. If you were to be put on tv, you'd be in the Seed of Chucky, 'Shitface'.

That's how Sue 'Cs' it.

PRMR

2010-09-01T17:15:00.000+08:00

Misery business.

Polands

2010-08-28T22:45:00.003+08:00

You think you know what you are. You have this believe that you should stand strongly to your beliefs, even if it is against the world. You think you have everything, friends especially. Reality check, you have nobody at all. You say some things which you claim will ruin me, your friends come crawling around like mongrels and all they do is add on to fire. Yre not stupid, but you are. Yre blinded by hatred. Truth is, i wouldve said i wouldve gone for you. But truth was, you said it otherwise. Yre just another one of em.

Junkies

2010-08-27T21:49:00.001+08:00

Hady had a bettle nesting on his hair and Hafiz was forced to blow it off for him. HAHAHAHA.

It was like watching Upin and Ipin all over again :D

JUMPJUMPJUMP

2010-08-25T19:04:00.001+08:00

!@#$%^&*()_ NO MORE DNT AFTER FRIDAY ~@!#$%^&*()(_)

Westuchure

2010-08-20T21:12:00.003+08:00

Its not a shortcut you fools. Its an opportunity for people who actually are beneficial for those schools. Douche.

Another heart calls.

2010-08-19T19:01:00.000+08:00

And everywhere you'll ever go, you'll feel when the wind blows.

Cos it just seems to go bad everytime

2010-08-02T21:16:00.003+08:00

Bestaaaaaaaa

Far Far Away

My sis thought he was Daffy? LOL

Just when i thought that it will all end, one day.

I had a superb time at Unviversal Studio on Sunday! Dad's company booked the whole place and it was damn privileged. I REMEMBER HOW IT USED TO BE LIKE WHEN I WAS YOUNGER :) (Not that im saying that im old or anything :o)

Met Jas! Tehee. Flea was bad but i bough Bunny and a cropped. H2H talks, updates and definitely photos. Rest of em is on my FB, which is now 'Failed to open page', for no blardy good reason :/

Cos when something in life makes you extremely unhappy, you block them out.

Anywhere the wind blows

2010-07-28T23:59:00.003+08:00

Looked away.

Gosh i really wonder why some people are just so full of themselves. Its so bad that they think that other people go about caring about their balls. Thats just the thing with people these days. They're subconsciously paranoid. They dont know it, but it happens. Take for example, just a mundane activity such as observing can turn into a brawl? How low can you go. Its a stunner that we dont end up eating each other's humanity out by what we say, gossip or behave like amongst each other. Human beings are no better than anything lower that they can imagine. Shame.

Cos fyi, nobody gives two fucks to whether youre gay, youre bulimic or if youre a hoe. It only matters, to me, if you come in my way.

I JUST GTA WRITE WHAT I FELT LIKE WRITING B) GLAD I GOT THAT OFF MY CHEST.

& BOHEMIAN RHAPSODY FTW \m/

-Nothing really matters, anyone can see. Nothing really matters. Nothing really matters to me.

Bestos

2010-07-22T21:30:00.002+08:00

Plain truth, I don't think i am, at all.

In all my spite..

2010-07-08T19:03:00.004+08:00

Holiday fever. Enjoy

_I_

2010-06-25T22:32:00.001+08:00

Twats.

Defined

2010-06-11T22:23:00.005+08:00

Check this out. Older and younger. Coolshit.com

Astronomy.

2010-06-11T15:29:00.000+08:00

Every inch of me is like .. woah.

little boys.

2010-06-06T22:25:00.001+08:00

They have a name for people like you, self obsessed, attention seeking, mother fuckers.

Tell him where i am.

2010-06-05T12:52:00.002+08:00

Going back to the corner where I first saw you.

MHAR

2010-05-30T22:23:00.000+08:00

one less bell to answer.

Birthday 17.

2010-05-18T23:12:00.002+08:00

17.

Thank you(s).

First of all, thank you to everyone who remembered. Its beautiful how you bothered to come to my page and type something so simple, yet so impactful. So thank you:)

1. Thank you for your hard work and tolerance, specially for today, Syafiq. You moved me. You will never know how happy you made me today, so i say thank you love:) First cakes, then Zara, then to school, back from school, balloons, swensens then sudoku!:) How awesome are you awesome Syafiq!:)

2. Bestos an awesome gifts, never failed to make me smile:) Cliques for the wonderful songs:)

ps. "I just dont love you no more." 7

See thats what you get!

2010-05-13T21:51:00.003+08:00

Two songs i keep chanting the lines from;

PAPER BAGS AND PLASTIC HEARTS

UGH THAT SEXY BITCH. THAT SEXY BITCH. UGH THAT SEXY BITCH! DAMN GIRL!

Yes i am extremely contented these days. Yes i love everything these days:>

Hi sexy love. I've updated. Who's that sexy bitch! Haha:>

Here's how i update

2010-04-28T19:45:00.000+08:00

I love you a little less

2010-04-21T18:36:00.001+08:00

Whenever i come to visit, i'd love to only view this post. (L)

Gotta let go.

2010-04-17T10:45:00.000+08:00

Dear ATC,

It's been an awesome five years with you. To be honest, it isn't you that i love. It's the people i met, i love the most. From going to Marryatville, to becoming Ex co and to be the only Sec 5. The first 2 years wasn't so great cos i was alone. But i don't think i am anymore. To whatever that is left, treasure it dearest. Right now, you might think it's just a CCA but you'd soon realize, you'd never ever find this same bunch of crazy shit people. I love you guys so, so much. And don't tell me to stop crying cos you know i won't. I'm going hiatus, i've been too left behind and caught up with you, so i'm compensating. I might come back, I might not. And that all boils down to my results. If it's crazy shit bad, I'll never see you again. Make your seniors proud for next year's SYF. On this note, I am writting this specially for just one person whom we all know i used to love. I am sorry. I am very sorry. You don't know how much i loved you, but you do know how much it's impossible to carry on. What i did, i did to protect you. You don't deserve a life full of taunts, over the fact that you made one mistake, and that was to love me back. Don't cry.. Despite everything, you still accepted me and if i were you, that would be the greatest pain i would have felt. To whatever that's left of us, i hope you will treasure it as much as i will. I'm not far from you, in fact, i'm very near. Think of me and i'll be thinking of you.

I love you ATC. Thank you for everything that you've done for me.

-16th April.

Waist deep in thought

2010-04-15T22:22:00.000+08:00

Speech day 2010, Final night.
The one and only thing I'll ever miss is none other than my ATC.

you know this could be something

2010-04-13T09:49:00.000+08:00

Maybe it's true, i can't live without you.

And yre right, i am mad. Very mad. But you wouldn't know it even if it bites you on the nose.

Some people just try too hard to seek attention. It's unappealing. I'm gna start being like Sue Sylvester (Y). She bites you hard on the nose and she loves it. "No point being nice to the people around you when all they do is take you for granted." Go glee!
I hope someone (HINTS) buys me the series:> Well yknow, for the upcoming 18th May:>
It's getting spicier when Will finds out that the pregnancy is fake! Uh-huh! And it gets better when Quinn's secret is revealed, but sadly just when she's about to love glee club:/
Ugh dang, I'm being one of those TV fans who knows everything then blogs about it.
Well better that than over exaggerated gossips and highly imaginative wants in life:> Figure that out.
Damn hungry right now. D&T is doing great:> plus im really hungry right now:< (i believe i've said that! D:)
Byee
ps, i love going home after cca, makes me really really happy.

beep

2010-04-08T21:52:00.000+08:00

everyone practices hypocracy. It's the latest "in" thing for teenagers these days. One moment they say the abhore each other and the next, boom, their best hypocritical buddies. Beautiful.

im sick and tired of this

Box of love

2010-04-04T16:34:00.001+08:00

Sometimes, i just dont know what goes through my mind.

Ugh malay wedding since 8am all the way still. The music is horrendously loud. Ugh wrecking my brains.

3 days down.

I hope we dont ever meet again :D

2010-04-03T11:58:00.000+08:00

I'm not sorry but no matter how hard i try, i still can never bring myself to say that i actually, sincerely and honestly like you. You are a total switch off to me and all this while, it's pretense babe. I don't like this change and i keep thinking that you're very "extra". No matter what, even though i'm not always there, it doesn't make you the fillers of that empty spaces between us. So go get your own friends and go do your normal stuffs pls. God. Bottom line, i've always felt the same fyou.

2 days of camp down.

Dont stop make it pop

2010-04-01T09:05:00.000+08:00

YEAH IT'S THURSDAY AND IT'S APRIL FOOL:D
So congrats to my besto Styfany for getting first in her smth competition in Putrajaya:D
And i wish my other besto Renee, best of luck for her competition at 4 today:D (i still dont get why you have to leave at 1230!)
and i love my boyf:D

There's things about me you just got to know.

2010-03-29T22:04:00.000+08:00

Yknow what i fucking miss? Those good times where nothing seems to matter. Those moments where everything fell in place. And those days that makes me wna wake up everyday and say "hey, it's a brand new day!"
Yknow those kinda cheesy stuffs that you usually overlook? Yeah those kinda stuffs.
I miss my friends, all of you goofies out there.
I miss my juniors, all you great kids who always cheers me up.
I miss my family, all those good carefree times.
I miss my very dear friends, always there on standby.
I miss my life, when i had everything and thouhght i had nothing, then went on pursuing things i thought i would like.
I miss that.
Finally, I miss being so energetic and bubbly. This piece of shit right here is due to work overload and stress. So Fck it.
And it all boils down to ...

2010-03-23T09:21:00.000+08:00

Was gone for so long.
Nevermind, i'm busy:D
See ya loveeeeeeeeeee

Back fyou.

2010-03-16T12:02:00.000+08:00

I want you and your beautiful soul.

Cameron Highlands was beautiful. It's exactly what you need for these kind of times where the weather is nothing but consistent warmth. The view was spectacular and the people were great.

Trekking was fun. Though i thought that it would be like the one i went for when i was 11 years old. Apparently, this was worst. The route was full of dangerous stuffs like sharp branches and deep holes. And as it gets higher, it gets steeper. The ground was muddy, slippery or uneven. What's worst is that there weren't any barriers to keep you from falling off the hill if you slipped. So it's either you be really careful or just grab something the moment you slip. Spooky.

Sabbatical was fun but like they said, it's time to get back to reality. It's about time we make them proud:)

Diamonds ftw!:>

Caught in Your bad romance baby.

xoxo

Lips of an angel

2010-03-08T14:25:00.000+08:00

Shout out your name so it echoes in every room, yeah. That's what i'll do. To get through to you.

Okay i've requests for longer posts and shorter titles (lol, demanding mat malaysia). So here goes.

Xcountry was awesome. My besto, Renee Rooxzs, got first bebeh. For you avid readers, yes it was all over my facebook:) it may not be a big deal but it is to us:) So we went to food hunt. Babe wore smth really cute. Haha. Then we went to slack with Boyf. Which leads to my second update.

I fell into the pits of hell. It started off with just minor coughing in the AMs. Then it lead to soar throat in the afternoon. Moving on to fatigue then to restlessness. Along came the fever and finally the aching neck. So that was how my throat infection builded up. I could've sworn i wanted a pen from babe, to just stab it through that spot on my neck, which was throbbing like a heartbeat. Yet, i still stayed out late to party with my sexy;) Sorry it wasn't much babe. Yknow how my affairs are right?:) Congrats again besto!(*)

Okay i'm done HAHA. So i've MC for today, from yesterdays visit okay! Not that i overslept again (heh). I've updated!:) TAG!:)

behind the clouds are the stars still shining?

2010-03-05T12:31:00.000+08:00

committed & commitments

Sexylove

2010-03-02T22:11:00.000+08:00

C A R O O T :D

It was just my fear of losing you.

First of march = Funfunfunfunfunfunfunfun(L)

i dont care

2010-03-02T21:15:00.000+08:00

Look who's crumbling now.

Love drunk

2010-03-01T11:35:00.000+08:00

Sexylove

Its nice to see my friends liking you. In fact, its nice to see us together. So i thank you for being co-operative with them and for understanding our little flaws:>

1) Blue tack

2) Wood

3) Luggages

See now yre one of us.

ps, you even know our secret codeword for a wedgie :o

So its already march and boy, that was fast. And when you asked me that last night, i wondered, what is it that i want? Then there's this series of events that played in my mind, from what i considered my demise. Well here's what i think love.

What he had, that i hope you don't, was overprotectiveness, obsession, unfairness, immaturity and lies, loads and loads of fcuked up lies.

I don't expect you to have none of this traits, even a wee bit wont hurt, but just don't end up like him, really. I talked tyou abt it, and you yourself felt it. Don't you ever do that to me cos i trust you like no other. And what's best, is that you're not just one i could love but one i can always, always turn to. Be that man i know you are and never change.

About the world, let's not dwell on it first. Only until we're ready. I meant, only until I'm ready.

You're everything i need and more, it's written all over your sexy face. Ti amo

I love sundays. In fact, i loved last sunday but this sunday was better:>

I saw perfection in you, even when i closed my eyes. Beautiful.

Ciaoxzsxzsx.

Percypercy!

2010-02-26T00:24:00.000+08:00

Spells love. That thing you do.

brick by boring brick

2010-02-24T10:07:00.000+08:00

I have a fat fat boyfriend (L)

its like drugs, that frenzi

2010-02-22T22:28:00.000+08:00

You changed my whole life S.

Though you may have heard this a few hundred times, i love you so much.

First of all, i wna say im sorry for abruptly leaving you like that. One was cos studying, turned to a whole new level, when yre graduating. Then comes the part where i can't always be there fyou anymore. And like i said in that text, it's impossible for things to be like how it was. Half the time in school, i think abt what i have to do or what i haven't do. And when our eyes meet, i know i've never acknowledged you. Then i see it. That pain, that hopeful pair of eyes, staring back at me like as if i'm expected of something. In fact, i know i am to at least to brighten up your day but honey, my days aren't so bright anymore. So i know its gta end, its just got to. We knew it's impossible, it's just really, a thin string of hope. Yre free now, really. Dont cry.. Yre worth more than a broken heart cos yre everything i'm not. Buddy.

Fuck malay.

Heaps of love

2010-02-21T12:05:00.000+08:00

for passion.

"... cos seriously, i've no more feelings for him anyways."

I cant even type what i blardy feel like saying on my own blog cos of you makcik kepos. So dyou still remember that time, in school, when i called you and you yelled at me cos you were with your really uncool friends? Yeah, those were the times.

I have a million and one photos of my love. I wna let the whole world see it:) And the only way you can see it is if

1) Youre mines and im yours.

2) You steal my ipod.

No exceptions<:

Choir concert was cool. I loved the alumni. Went with cousin and RR. Super funnnnnnnn<: Then headed home with Rei and chatted all the way till 2am:> FUN-FUN!

Did you count the stars last night?

seventeen forever

2010-02-18T22:17:00.000+08:00

Cny.

Its one of those rare moments where you see me wear classy and yet make no attempt to behave like a lady, enjoy.

Have i told you lately that i love you?

Have i told you there's no one else above you?

You fill my heart with gladness.

You take away all my sadness.

Ease my troubles that's what you do.

Cinabengxszxsz(L)

Let's not ask why it's not right:)

Skinerh 6 day campaign

2010-02-16T01:50:00.000+08:00

Yre my dirty little secret.

It could've been me and you. It should've been you and me. But too bad succkkhhaaa:> Live with it right? Cos "Its a whole vicious cycle."

Oh well.

Ugh 5 out of 6 days already!:( wtf damn tehh can! However, its such a success that im naming it "the 6 days CNY campaign". Yknow like how they name stuffs in history lessons like "the Berlin blockade" or smth. So inspiring :oo

Kay firstly V day was beautiful. You were beautiful. Thank you once more. Though i am sorry that you unfolded all my folded hard work, hoping to decode a secret message. I really was tired. Nonetheless, haha, cute:>

Te amo cina.

MSS

2010-02-14T03:13:00.000+08:00

I love you Cina

2010-02-13T11:59:00.000+08:00

BABY ARE YOU DOWN?:>

5/1, 5/2 and Jas@2010

I wna get those river island snickers, like Dee's. But knowing me, the moment i step in the shop, i'd prolly get more attracted to the heels instead D:

I wna wear my heels today!:>

Happy chinese new year babes:>

AND ALEITHIA, STOP EATING PORK:D

Happy Valentines day lovers:>

Could it be that we have been this way before?

and somebody loves you so so much. [ 2/6 days down:( ]

MSS

2010-02-10T22:07:00.000+08:00

ugh school days.

but BANGS FTW!:>

And we would never ever ever be apart.

LOVE

2010-02-09T00:31:00.000+08:00

It's 1235am, on a school night, and i'm still not letting you sleep.

i wna take you away

2010-02-07T10:19:00.000+08:00

Mac cant find photos in phone>:

So how dyou feel good, using Life's Good?

bloody ironic; ugh

After a whole gruesome week of school, finally had the time to have fun.

ps, cant you just bloody get it? issit so hard fyou to crack my teenage mind?

So anyways, did work first thing then went to meet twelvey(L). Went to Times to waste time, Found loads of good books but the best was on the language sections HAHA. Hysterical!

Met Jas to Bugis for nice shorts for her CNY. Btw, i do approve of that one butbutbut Im on team John:> Heh

Met Renee then headed to Sentosa. Apparently all three of us were wearing something similar(L) The moment we got there, he served us plates of food! GAAAAAHHHH:>

Jas was sick and Renee was busy texting A sososo I ate and ate and ate till 8:> A full hour can! So i managed to gobble down three plates andandand i hope the fats remain! Gaaaahh.

Most of the time we were camwhoring or complimenting Kenneth(L); Mr boyfriend Haha.

Todaytodaytoday, i'll be waiting fyou sexy:>

Te amo

heaven

2010-02-04T17:44:00.000+08:00

Hell yeah Saturdays

***

I give you 1001 flaws but just 1 silly reason; will you still love me then?

Ughh so fkxg broke:( Ive to get birthday presents for John and Afiqah. Heh Well happy birthday tyou loves. Other than that, I just feel empty without so much cash gahh D:

So rehearsals been extreme. Nobody's having fun. Nobody's off the hook. Nobody's flawless. Just so worried I'd screw up! *hyperventilates*

Plus i need sleep, so so badly:(

Aleithia came in class saying "Omygosh babe your eyebags are huge!" then she grinned!

So I decided to annoy her by calling her "skinnies" all the way up to the third floor:D

Now we're even babe heh heh

Cant wait for CNY break. Not that three days of holidays with homework isn't good enough, but just read that, its ironic:( Plus im looking forward to someone's romantic treat? Haha. Twelvey♥

and ps Styfoo, i guess yre right abt her looking like me.. *sad

Te amo

the day is dark and cold and dreary

2010-02-01T20:58:00.000+08:00

you do it flawlessly

ITS OFFICIAL, IM GOING FOR CHOIR'S CONCERT:>

but better still tmrw's coming honey.

forever?

2010-01-31T09:48:00.000+08:00

I know that i can use somebody, someone like you

Saturday, oh dear Saturday, was an awesome day.

CIP, first thing, was great. Got chased by a dog, but it's funny enough for a morning wake up call Haha. Then bunking at my house. The mummy returns and facebook at one go. Classics.

Then prepared to leave. Nee was running late so we had to leave early. Apparently reached there like 10 minutes earlier? So unprofessional Sakinah!

Was reading Sophie Kinsella's Remember me:> Hairy box has agreed that that would be our book of the year, as compared to movie of 2009, Love guru:>

My ex was just another typical show, again. Was hoping to catch santau but they only had it at GV and I's too tired to co-ordinate my way all the way to plaza sing haha.

My pink medi-pedi is so cute that i mistook them for a new box of M&M's :D Haha typical Sakinah! :>

Thanks babes for texting and calling up on me to check if whether I's fine and if I's treated well:)

In fact I was never treated any better

To Jasmine especially! Haha sorry if i annoyed you with my unsure thoughts, wondering about in my texts haha. Love ya!

So i guess this is it huh. I'm finally up early everyday, finally wanting to smile and finally looking forward to things. Finally

Your love is like magic to me, the strangest things can happen:)

What?

2010-01-27T19:34:00.000+08:00

swing swing swing baby

-AAR

you always listen to me. Why.

i hope its me

2010-01-26T19:31:00.000+08:00

Wna be better fyou.

gee gee gee gee baby baby baby!<:

To really like someone, to even change for him. Bro says i shouldn't. He said "just be yourself." But what if it's not enough? I mean cmon. Yre like so wow and i'm like so teh. So frustrating. But i like it. I like the company. I like the adrenaline. I love everything about him, for now:)

So saturday's CIP:/

okay haha. See yaaaaaa!:)

Twelve-eyyyy ftw bebeh!(L)

uhuh uhuh oh oh uhuh

2010-01-24T21:20:00.000+08:00

Oh fuck it:)

Blue roses ftw!! 12 years old ftw!!:>

keeping knocking on wood, hoping

2010-01-24T11:49:00.000+08:00

secrets of my beautiful bestfriend

Its funny how foolish some people can get. Like when you know that that something is bad for you, but you still go for it? Or how you know you shouldn't fall in love with him, but you still count on that string of hope? Its these everyday stuffs that scars us but wont really change us. Its despicable, i hate it.

Between you and i, there's a million and one reasons why i should hate you and only one to love you. That one reason, is just gone. We can keep telling ourselves we dont but we actually want to. However, i finally found the need to stop cheating. Cos it's been a million and one countless times that i've been through this and it's just pathetic. You're just pathetic, i'm just pathetic, we're just pathetic. It always have to end like this. We just cant accept facts. I hate your company and thanks to somebody, you very well know that my company hates you. But yet, that string of hope. That wretched string of hope i feed myself to. It's always the same god damn things over and over again. What the fuck is wrong with us? What the fuck is wrong with me for crying out loud! So go on. Go to wherever 21 points can bring you.

Because tonight will the night that i will fall for you, over and over and over and over again.

Now i know who my real friends are.

I kinda thought that Jas snapped really nice photos of us yesterday<: We've gta a new style of camwhoring, or so we thought. Haha.

See ya xoxo

youyouyouyoucutecutecutecute

2010-01-22T22:26:00.000+08:00

OM SHANTI OM:D

ako meh teri, ajabe seh ajabe seh:)

I Monkey

Im gna be a bad bad girl

2010-01-21T14:08:00.000+08:00

I found this in my photo booth library heh.

I've a a million and one complains about you but just one to be loyal to you; s

I wont be one of those people who blogs about their school's funs and nots. I've been in anderson for five years and know best that there's nothing so fun about it but ATC.

So after school yesterday, we got caught up with watching Michelle Phan! She bloody rocks socks i swear. I'm gna start eye make up like that on Saturday! Very fkg inspiring:>

So Syafiq and I went all the way to Tampines, hoping to get waffles:/ Apparently my cravings have brought me to a whole new level:/ But when we got there, THEY DIDNT HAVE WAFFLES!:(( It was like already 9 and and and i was starving! Sososo took bus back to woodlands, grabbed a cab and went admiralty to buy biscuits haha.

Then i told him abt the "President of boys with butt" joke:D hohoho. Hilarious

Too bad you won't get to know:p

gotto go! BOOMZ. -Love guru!

oh oh oh oh obsessed

I'm looking oh so flyyy

2010-01-16T22:30:00.000+08:00

The face i came to know is missing too.

I want all my photos cos i have my awesome kick ass phone back bebeh, yeah!

NOW IM GNA SPAM MESSAGE ALL MY FANS WOHOOO!!

See ya, wouldn't wna be ya:p

(look at my excitement? It's like childishly lame like YOU:3)

Oh oh i love how you do it

2010-01-12T21:13:00.000+08:00

Oh oh eh A

Almost two weeks up and we've been going on strong. We just dont wna get too enthusiastic till we get exhausted but we've no choice, we, like everyone else, dont want 2 digits too:/ So sacrifices again.

I'm really sorry for you. I really am. I really thought you'd be greater, better, prouder than what I expected. But, however.. I know it's tough to wake up to such demise but I want you to know that i will never fail to make you smile. Though one day, after today, you might be far far away, it doesn't matter to me if you've forgotten or hated, just as long as I know that I remembered and I love. I will never find a best friend like you Batman. Truly.

The stars in the night, will lend me their lights, to bring me closer to heaven with you.

So today we went to study. Afeeq had this problem:

Matter is made up of _________

And the boy answered:

Sakinah

Then he said:

"I'll erase it whenever i feel like it!" (dramatic!)

AWWWWW. haha even took a photo of it!:3

Will steal it from him Hoho!

AFEEQ SO KE AI:>

(get out! haha)

Kaykay byebye!

If i were you

2010-01-09T10:12:00.000+08:00

I love Mr Little Boy truck loads:>

Yesterday's Euphoria campfire kicked ass!:3

1/3 will always be in their OGA's hearts:> AWWW haha, my closing speech:)

Going temasek today. Hope i dont get too scared LOL.

Miss you like a child misses her blanket:)

Get well soon love.

Thank the stars above, tell the ones i love, that i do.

yeah love

2010-01-06T22:26:00.000+08:00

Honey, i know it's not me.

Too much

2010-01-03T15:37:00.000+08:00

Does a weird pose, inspired by natassha:D

The natassha and sakinah pose:D

Hekhek between me and you eh:D

SEXY NAILS

aww she's doing a dance:D

Haha yesterday went flea with DEWI NATASSHA! Wohoo!

Went to flyer to meet her. Then my phone went dead! Dang. I's so glad I met her! If not, gosh!! Then went flea. Dang this time round, it sucked-.- Seriously. I had nothing to lose for not buying anything. Power house's flea was best. Worst part was that they were blasting really loud music and it was so frigging warm? Gosh. We were like smoked sausages there. Dee just bought a super duper nice denim skirt! Damn nice. It had sequins sewed on and she bought it for ten! Best part was that it was brand new~ so it's not second hand, which fleas are.

Attempted to go buy a shirt for A. But he's too darn skinny. Gosh. Saw a really nice Fred Perry but dang! Its M. Definitely huge. So went to look for the Dorothy Perkins tank. Though it was huge, i still wanted it cos it's damn slack. Then again, it wasn't there after i've decided. Thank god. If not, i would've wasted my cash on something i wouldn't wear. Phew!

After Flea, went to go find Nikki!(L) and Dy! Apparently she ditched me for ECP! Dangg! So Dy was alone and i know i'd be a drag (as explained tyou). So i left for Bugis alone;3

Went to Bugis. Walked around alone all the way untik 930 and waited. Dang i was wo phone and nobody knew where i was. I bet i had millions of missed calls, i presumed.

Soooooo i went up to a stranger, asked her if i could borrow her phone, and gave a call to mummy and a text. So i waited, hoping that the text receiver could decode me.

Apparently he did:3 Then went home, chill for awhile. Made lame jokes, as usual and he went off.

So tomorrow's school. And this post is getting draggy anyways.

I's looking tru the photos of us and hey, I really do miss you..

Yre always special

2010-01-01T22:03:00.000+08:00

Love ya:3

Nasha's in love, Jas's thinking abt love and I dont need love:3

Whether rain or shine, we still crossed that road. HAHA (between you and me eh babe:3)

Bestest

2009 celebrations were fantastic. I met all the people i love in one day.

Most special was the one i last hug.

Today went with skating buddies agn. Philson is so frgn nice! Gah. But hady's best:>

So sometimes i ask myself, what is it that we're having here?

Is it real or is it just for show?

I know I've always tried and today, just today, i gave up.

I've been saying i didn't bother anymore but this time round, its different.

You claim its special with nicely decorated words which soothes me.

But then again, you flawlessly hurt me so easily. And i hold mines back.

So what is this we're having here? What is it that you want to hear?

Its unfair.

See me progress, 2009

2009-12-30T15:11:00.000+08:00

ATC's first camp and newest member. Yummy choc!

one, out of the million days of holidays, that i studied:D

Second job of my life. First this year, tour guide:3

I'm so glad i met you babe. Yre the craziest girlf and yet the most understanding:)

Always knows what to wear and what to say. Always making me feel special love:3

Irreplaceable. Will never forget you two the most:)

Since primary school, and still counting:)

Miss those happy times but gta admit, four is a crowd:p

First outing with Dee, Dzul and Ben Lye:3

I LOVE MY ATC:3

First love. I's so ugly back then, no wonder.

Best buddy, always there..

First date with Syam

First outing together

Bestest girlf, love ya loads

Afeeq:)

I loved 2009. In fact, it's so different than the other years.

It's the year when changes happened, so tremendously that it affected me.

But i loved it. I love the people i met. I still love the people i lost.

In fact, it made me different. Made me realize that life isn't always about forever.

And I'll never forget the people who always get me through.

This change, made me meet new people and new point of views.

2009, when i lost, found and met love, friends and loathers.

And i'm just 16 @ 2009

I really dont want to be thinking too much..

But you're always making me think.

Maybe its the differences.

But they're right, it's just me again, i guess.

Make me happy, dont hurt it.

Its your god forsaken right to be in love

2009-12-29T20:44:00.000+08:00

Check out Wen Bin's present on my lap Hoho

I had so much fun today with Natassha Lye, Salmah Poh, Renee Deng, Styfany Sleng, and OGAians:3

And i couldn't tell you how much it was that i missed you cos its just too much dear:]

See ya

Fear thats inside

2009-12-28T12:28:00.000+08:00

Oasis

So i tried to have an ATC outing today. Apparently it was so pathetic, it was predictable.

Jun Wei: "Why cancelled?"

S: " Cos only three people go leey!! Haha pathetic right?"

Jun Wei: "Wait i think i know who's the three. First is you, confirm, second is Wen Bin cos you asked him to ask around, so confirm, third is Jasmine cos wherever you go, she will confirm follow.."

My evil junior made me sound lk im some child laborer! HAHA

I woke up today and went straight online:D if yre smart, you'll figure me out!:D

Started chatting with Nat!! and Stefy. Then Yujun. Then Jun Wei. Then Jasmine. Then Hafeez. Then Afeeq texted. So did Reihan. Hoho!

Worst part was that i was TRYING to blog the whole time but was so caught up entertaining ppl lk

Lady Gaga, a.k.a Natassha:3

Stalker pro, a.k.a Jasmine:3

Magic counch sheller, a.k.a Styfany:3

Evil junior, a.k.a Junwei:3

Haha I love you guys boatloads:3

Yesterday night, Hady and I stayed up all night talking abt his childhood memories with Ashraf and Phillo! Haha. I fell asleep halfway and he continued talking HAHA. Then today i dno how to contact him HAHA. SOOOO i posted it on Facebook! :3 HEHE.

Dang, i miss Afeeq:(

Byee peepos:3

Cant wait for Oga:33

Shout out your name

2009-12-25T16:54:00.000+08:00

Flawlessly

I think that Cockroaches are the luckiest critters alive.

I was in the train home when i saw one on the floor of the MRT.

Dang! That thing wasn't stepped on AT ALL!

In fact, it made me laugh cos it was overturned and was struggling to come up HOHO.

I's glad no one saw me laughing on my own, AT A COCKROACH?!

Kay so went to Bishan to get my phone fixed.

She said it will take 1 week, maybe two? dang, my baby D:

Worst part is, NO ONE HAS ANY EXTRA PHONE TO SPARE ME!! Pls, spare me an extra phone:3 I'll love it like it was My Baby:3:3 Pleaseeyyy<:

Then passed Miss Lee my geeky specs!:3 Hope she likes it though:/

So i haven't eaten at ALL the whole day<: Gna go dinner with mum then go Somer to meet Dy:3

I'm gna go overseas tmr. Dont rly wna make a commotion out of it. So if yre one of those few who read this on time, you can still text me:3 If not, dont bother by then. Haha<;

Kay i'll continue my crappy talk with WB on Msn now:3 Byee peepos!

Dont want your kiss, dont want your touch just want my cigarette and hush.

You are memories left abandon

2009-12-24T12:40:00.000+08:00

I dont neeed more

The best<:

I love this photo best!

Best buddy<:

Fashionista

Buddy

Love

Balloonies:D

I will never learn how to let this go, esp after March.

To leave the thing i love most. What's worst is that this time, I have to.

Anderson Theatre Circle is everything and more.

We think we know what's love, in fact its what we realize afterwards, is what counts.

It's fine if you dont like me, it's fine if it's hate.

It's fine if you pull me down. It's fine if yre not my date.

It's okay to be jealous. Yre unwell if it's obsession.

It's weird to be called human. It's gross to be yr friend instead.

I dont get it. Its fkg full of mysteries. For once in your big life, accept rejection. Get over it. The decision was long made and you still have to ponder over it lk a stupid cry baby. Ive been quiet all the while. Dont bloody press my buttons. Size matters now right? This was referred to, generally, at the so many ridiculously god darn things that's been happening. So pls fuckers, get a life.

23rd December-

Went skate park. Met Sha, Dy, Qash and Shrufs. (im lk giving everyone nicknames)

Uber fun<: but sadly Dy lost his phone D: Felt damn guilty. Wanted to get him a phone for xmas but shrufs lk "Chill. Dont get so guilty. It's prolly up in someone's ass" Heh.

Went Swensens for dinner. Happy birthday girl, may you love your new phone as much as i would LOL. Then went to buy Swatch watch<; Fkg nice! Then went to play go carts! Uber fun. Can't wait to bloody learn how to drive!

22nd December-

Farewell party went great. A few probs here and there but all under control. Been organizing stuffs lately. Hope everything will fall into place.

I think what Sha said was right. Ive already had more than enough time to be gone. Bloody should've just.. Fuck. No point bloody regretting.

Just hope you know that you meant more than him. Though it may have seemed otherwise..

Im sorry.

Noppon has been cheering me up lately. Been bringing him around, wherever i went.

I'll take my leave now. Bloody need to do smths.. Lk maybe shower or start replying ppl.

See ya.

Treated you better

2009-12-22T19:58:00.000+08:00

Today went great. Loved it. Will never forget it.

Atc, I love Atc. Atc, A, T, C <:

Charades; fkxc posers

2009-12-21T21:08:00.000+08:00

I like it when you ask. I like it when you smile. I like it when you stare. I like it when you're there.

I love it when you grin. I love it when you sing. I love it when you cling. I love you doing your thing!

I want this to be fair. I want you always there. I want things to be clear. I want fear disappeared.

Hectic balls dokxsz. Lv my gay<:

Yre better than before<:

2009-12-20T22:47:00.000+08:00

Today I went to Flea<:

What i bought:

1) World's most unique Toga dress<:

2) The most prettiest long sleeve top<:

3) The plain Silver sandals, specially plain for me to deco<:

4) A big boy's shirt<:

=$25 :)

Photos will be uploaded by J. Both cameras were stolen by my sisters, so i was stripped of my rights D: HAHA.

Memorable quotes of 2009:

The COOL one: "Eh eh she wear scarf then then she see you and say "eh why you wear liddhat? nah, nah i give you scarf!" for sure one if she see you wear that!"

The COOL one: "Later she attack you with her scarf! See im like your most loyal friend!:D"

Haha this is my bestest of all friends<:

A: YES DUH! Tmr i have to switch off my phone cos *someone* wants to go to school with me!!

A: Yes and i made a card for him too! All i need now is your signature.

HAHA super duper cute<:

Kay ive school tmr! jammed pack:<

10-1: OGA

1-3: Dance

3-6: Gifts preperations

Hope everything falls in place:/

Byee peepos! Loads of love love love love love love.

Dyou love her?

2009-12-19T22:58:00.000+08:00

Tokyo Tower's gift, from Hady<:

Today we went to watch Planet 51! Heh super cute.

"Wow, thats a weird place to grow his antenna!" HAHA.

Gna be really really busy these few days :<

In advance, Happy Birthdays Wen Bin and Renee Rooz, my love(:

Byee peepos! Loads of love love love love love.

I got my eyes on you

2009-12-17T19:02:00.000+08:00

Little babies!<:

Let's for once start with last night, when i couldn't sleep a wink. It's lk supposed to be enclosed but since my extraordinarily good friend Wen bin went to tag abt it, I've to at least mention it.

I just couldn't sleep a wink last night. Prolly cos of the Cap-puccino (haha Jasmine) and the cramps. So I finally slep at 6am till 10am<; So cool.

So today we had dance agn. We wanted it nostalgic, so i tried adding the Marryatville dance in it. Went great, except the fact that Wen Bin refuses to dance with a guy D: Haha lk that would make a difference to the gender? HAHA. Kidding boy<;

A was great. Tender touch when compared to Eugene Meng and Zhen Young. Then he ditched me for ASC! D: Then he rejected them, in anger (haha), after the revamped. Plus he admitted that Bunny-dates is his number one porn site HAHA! Well yre as cute as pie bby.

Okay i srsly can't wait to perform it<: With my black dress! Wohoo<<:

I have a new friend today. His name is Tommy A/ Taqifh<:

He's the one who's hugging Momo<: Hekhek.

Kay im gna go dinner now and continue being persistent with Wen Bin over a few matters<;

Byee peepos<: Loads of love love love love love love!

bby now i need to hold you tight

2009-12-16T18:38:00.000+08:00

Clouds filled with stars cover your sky

Today, my kite flew up for 5 seconds and fell for the rest of the 55 seconds. Apparently, my bestf made another use of the kite.

We were standing outside north point, thinking of the gifts we should make for the Xmas.

S: Hmm kay la. So today i think abt what i should make and tmr i should continue thinking:D

J: No no today you think, tmr you plan!

S: Hmm yeah kay thats cool. So today i think, tmr i think harder then i think if i should plan:D

J: NOOO! You think today then you plan tmr!

S: Hmm i'll still think abt planning..

Then it happened. She hit me with the kite, on my stomach, while i was still mocking abt the whole thing! The worst part was that i couldn't stop laughing to myself, all the way to admiralty.

A was laughing too, DUH. He laughs at everything, esp the U jokes:<>

So im super duper happy that i subconsciously didnt return the keys<: now we can use the room whenever we need it<: Haha.

Kay i wna go away now.

Byee peepos. Loads of love love love love love love!

Kinder joys

2009-12-15T21:49:00.000+08:00

Today we played Mafia<:

Wen Bin keeps accusing me!! And and Ter Shien took revenge and killed me all the time! Haha. So fun<:

Tmr, we're gna go fly kites!! I srsly can't wait for it<: Gna camwhore with A so much that im gna die cos of adrenaline rush! Haha. I hope i'll be able to sleep tonight cos cos cos i get so excited whenever im gna meet A. I sometimes totally dont sleep until wee morning! Haha.

Apparently i'm so busy this week that i'll prolly forget my schedule if i dont type it down.

Monday- Exco meeting, dance

Tuesday- ATC meeting

Wednesday- Kite flying

Friday- BBQ

Saturday- Yujun

Sunday- Jasmine

Monday- Dance

Tuesday- (damn packed) Renee presents, Hady's presents, Senior's party

Kay im gna go watch LOS agn<: Byee peepos! Loads of love love love love love love!

When you gna give it up to me

2009-12-14T21:41:00.000+08:00

HEKHEK<:

Today had dance again. Wasnt so much in the mood and also cos i srsly couldnt:/ Atleast i gave up after the first few tries. That injured person, being stubborn, still continued.

So we played So You Think You Can Dance with the judges of American Idol? Haha

Wen bin a.k.a Randy Jackson: Laughed at everyone but himself! Damn mean!

Afiq a.k.a Simon Cowell: Was criticizing everyone! haha but he's pro la duh:>

Me:D as Paula Abdul: Was laughing lk mad with all the stupi Afiq criticisms and Wen Bin's evil laughter!<: Really cheered me up!:)

After dance, i went to Cold Storage to buy Hady's gift<: Hope he's not reading this and hope he likes it<: Eventually i found a nicer one D: at 7-11, that costs $2 less DD: But its cool<; I dont mind it at all<:

So hady's present is down. Now im left with Reneenee(L)! Her is the best, fkg extravagant<: Hehe. Hope she likes it too<;

I did smth so secretive today that it was ALMOST fool proof. Eventually it wasn't fool proof DD:

Haha hope you really get well soon Kinder Joy<:

Byee peepos! Loads of love love love love love love!

You've gta winner

2009-12-13T15:50:00.000+08:00

I wish I could take the photo of Mr toothbrush and not make it seem that I'm lame, but I know it will turn out lame. So let's not play with lame<:

Atleast little buddy knows. Haha. He said I'm crazy and smth else after that<:

So my cousins came at 8am, just to pass their passports.

I reimbursed my sleep from 1240 pm till 230 pm<:

Then went shopping with mummy, again:/ I rly need to get a life. Keep spending, freaking dreadfully guilty right now, srsly. I'm lk srsly never gna forget my mum, love her loads<:

So she bought me this rly pretty barrette<: I love it! Gna wear it tmr.

Speaking of which, SOMEBODY SHOULDN'T DANCE COS HE'S INJURED:D

(not that im referring to ANYONE INJURED in particular<:)

Gna go watch LOS now! Byee peepos!<:

Loads of love love love love love love!

(A) beautiful nightmare

2009-12-12T18:31:00.000+08:00

F.U.N

Emm so i did loads of stuffs unblogged. But the best part of it all is that I'VE MY OWN WAX!

so i'm lk flaunting it now on msn to Eugene the M:D

Cant wait for Monday: Exco Meeting,

Tuesday: Committee Meeting,

Wednesday: Sentosa Outing:D

I wna eat! Eat, Eat, Eat! Omg! Im lk craving for Popcorn? Hotdogs? Fish and Co? KFC? Teppanyaki burgers?! TAKOYAKIS?! Omg so I gained weight!!! Can you believe it?! I finally gained weight after lk 7 months?:) Im lk so happy right now!

First my hair is great. Then my weight is fantastic! Then I'm dating the sweetest thing! Haha<:

Kay Im gna go buy teppanyaki burgers now:D HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE I'm high on Love, whatever that is eh:p

Byee peepos. Loads of Love Love Love:)

Age; numbers

2009-12-09T19:38:00.000+08:00

Today i waltzed. It never felt that good.

A: I love you too much to even care abt your ...

Rehearsals were treacherous cos we continued over and over till we lost a few kilos D:

Anyways, I'm too tired to blog. Byee peepos. Loads of love love love love love love.

gee gee gee!

2009-12-08T22:08:00.000+08:00

Hello amigos! Kay tdy had rehearsals. Damn tiring but i'm astounded at the amount of really talented people Atc has! Esp that person, friggin talented pls.

So now im online and stuck on watching episodes by episodes of Legend of the Seeker!:D trying to catch up here<:

Hady went online and we're playing a game. Apparently his backspace button went missing and he has to type rly rly slowly and so we planned to type in rly rly short forms so we have to guess what it is that we're saying? haha yeah one of the things we do for fun. Then he told me that his grandmother thinks i'm his "awek"(girlfriend)? Omg haha and i's told that i should be scared of her cos she's pretty intimidating haha.

Well im gna go rest now. Rehearsals agn tmr:> So happy for reasons i should only know best:D Haha. Byee peepos<: loads of love love love love love love!

Better off wo you<:

2009-12-07T22:07:00.000+08:00

We're like a circle, you and I:)

So ive been private for a really long time. I think ive lost my fans. Haha.

It's cos my blog was a mess! It's everywhere! I didnt even know how i could virtually make a mess of stuffs, but i defied the laws of technology D:

Anws went to watch New Moon today! Best Atc outing man! I was personally anticipating it!<:

So while in the movies, the "idiot" who sat next to me could stop talking!! We watched at 1pm and all the way till 6.30pm, he's still ranting! OMG I SWEAR I CRIED IN THE CINEMA! But too bad, he's too cute Haha<:

Well gtg now. Ive been online since 7 and my eyes are getting heavier and tmr's rehearsals! Haha. Gnight peepos<: Loads of love love love love love love!

we be so fantastical! (coolios)

2009-12-03T19:36:00.000+08:00

Experience; the greatest joy in life

I'm too lazy to rant alr. My ranting partner came back, full of compliments<:

A: BTW, you look pretty jnow, as per usual:)

S: Haha yeah and you still look super adorable to me<:

A: Haha wait wait let me rephrase that, you dont look pretty today. you look super hott and that's a factt!

S: Haha yeah sure sure. But yre lk the epitome of adorable pls, dont ignore that eh!<;

HOW CAN I NOT FALL FOR THIS SHENANIGAN! D:

kay byee. im gg airport agn haha<:

I'm gg home

2009-12-02T18:23:00.001+08:00

Wakeboarding and touring, yesterday and today, consecutively. Will upload photos<: Byee

I had to bite my tongue but what's the point if the feeling's gone?

2009-11-30T21:00:00.000+08:00

study buddy!

Though this is embarrassing for them, it definitely isn't embarrassing for me, at all<:

Today was study day. Phew! We had alot done today and i'm really proud of it!<:

Ive been hanging out with jasmine eversince camp, which was last week! Wohoo! one full week manxszx!<:

Im currently addicted to my mashimaro face pls<: Plus i miss my little buddy Afiq!:<

We have a showdown to complete hekhek<:

The greatest joy in life; J2:)

press play

2009-11-29T22:33:00.000+08:00

You're everything i need and more:)

One of my greatest days:) We planned to go to a flea, but there wasn't any HAHA. So we walked around, planning what to buy and what not to. Jas bought this really sexy blazer which is so worth it! (I shall not enclose the price for purposes unnamed beyond words:D) I bought a really smexy tube dress from First Blog<: Im gna wear that for New Moon outing pls! HEKHEK. Afiq says he wants to wear pink to synchro! PFFT. So we passed by a few blacks who were oogling at us! so they went,

F: "Hey cool balloons!;) (flirtatiously)"

J: "fuck off! (-.-)"

HAHA That vulgar little girl!<:

Yesterday was unpleasant but I's glad that Syafiq's there. Thanks.

Sk: "If we can't be together, why can't we be apart?"

Sy: "Wait, why can't we be together?"

Sk: "Cos we just can't. And it hurts so much more, when we're closer.."

Sy: "It doesn't have to be this way."

:/ does it?