It's been an awesome five years with you. To be honest, it isn't you that i love. It's the people i met, i love the most. From going to Marryatville, to becoming Ex co and to be the only Sec 5. The first 2 years wasn't so great cos i was alone. But i don't think i am anymore. To whatever that is left, treasure it dearest. Right now, you might think it's just a CCA but you'd soon realize, you'd never ever find this same bunch of crazy shit people. I love you guys so, so much. And don't tell me to stop crying cos you know i won't. I'm going hiatus, i've been too left behind and caught up with you, so i'm compensating. I might come back, I might not. And that all boils down to my results. If it's crazy shit bad, I'll never see you again. Make your seniors proud for next year's SYF. On this note, I am writting this specially for just one person whom we all know i used to love. I am sorry. I am very sorry. You don't know how much i loved you, but you do know how much it's impossible to carry on. What i did, i did to protect you. You don't deserve a life full of taunts, over the fact that you made one mistake, and that was to love me back. Don't cry.. Despite everything, you still accepted me and if i were you, that would be the greatest pain i would have felt. To whatever that's left of us, i hope you will treasure it as much as i will. I'm not far from you, in fact, i'm very near. Think of me and i'll be thinking of you.

I love you ATC. Thank you for everything that you've done for me.

-16th April.