secrets of my beautiful bestfriend

Its funny how foolish some people can get. Like when you know that that something is bad for you, but you still go for it? Or how you know you shouldn't fall in love with him, but you still count on that string of hope? Its these everyday stuffs that scars us but wont really change us. Its despicable, i hate it.

Between you and i, there's a million and one reasons why i should hate you and only one to love you. That one reason, is just gone. We can keep telling ourselves we dont but we actually want to. However, i finally found the need to stop cheating. Cos it's been a million and one countless times that i've been through this and it's just pathetic. You're just pathetic, i'm just pathetic, we're just pathetic. It always have to end like this. We just cant accept facts. I hate your company and thanks to somebody, you very well know that my company hates you. But yet, that string of hope. That wretched string of hope i feed myself to. It's always the same god damn things over and over again. What the fuck is wrong with us? What the fuck is wrong with me for crying out loud! So go on. Go to wherever 21 points can bring you.

Now i know who my real friends are.

I kinda thought that Jas snapped really nice photos of us yesterday<: We've gta a new style of camwhoring, or so we thought. Haha.

See ya xoxo