Yknow just for once god, I'd like to have a day when i don't have to wake up to nightmares.
When i don't have to wake up to another one of this shenanigans.
When i don't have to wake up to pretend that today is the day that i'll finally be 16 for once.
To wake up to realize that my baby is back.
To wake up to realize that i still have what i had.
To wake up to realize that everyone else knows whatever it is that I'm going tru.
To wake up to realize that I'm okay.
And i know, it's impossible. The damage is done, so please just stop tearing me apart.
you visit me in my sleep
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now i'm just waiting for a miracle to happen so that i can upload my photos. bb.
to renee, styfany, eugene and reihan(L)
