I dont want to be delusional.

"Give him space girl.." Afiqah said.

And with what are you using that space im giving you?

You text and call other girls, i very well know that.

Im not suppose to care, but what if it kills me?

What if the next day, there wouldn't be a me anymore?

What if i were to leave?

But i dont want to, you see.

But what are you doing about it?

You've prolly forgotten about everything.

All the fucking good times.

But who am i to you?

Everyone else is priority, except me.

Strangers even.

When you pleaded, i gave in.

Now when im pleading, you push me away.

It's not about missing a thing.

It's about how you treat me.

I cant even speak a word wo being accused of overpossesiveness.

Yes i do know how tough it is for you.

Yes i do know how much this means for you.

Yes i do know that this means more than me, for you.

But do you know how much a smile means to me?

How much an eye contact means to me?

And yet i can't ask for a single thing cos it'll always be the same thing,

"It's just my O's. It's my only prority." he said..

So i get it, i have no say in this.

So I guess god's just being fair.